Decision i made !
it had came to a common topic in my family , whether me and my sis should be send to phillipine to train and pick up new skill over there and to serve God too , to reach out to people over there. haizz it is a very hard decision for me to make.
i told God that i need confirmation to confirm , whether going to phillipine is what God want me to do , i don't want to waste this 6 month away doing thing that is not what God want me to do! it came to an hard time considering and thinking.
God had use many people to explain to me , God use my uncle to tell me the benefit of going there , my parent allowed , and my care leader say it a Good opportunity , i myself feel that it is too. many agreed and no one deny , i believe that is what God want me to do. so i decided to go to phillipine to serve God.
as many people said , when you do great thing for God , problem and trouble will surly find you or try to stop you half way. that saying is true. when everything is going smoothly , suddenly problem came , trouble came trying to attack me and making me feel like i choosing the wrong decision. there came finance problem as well. it killing my faith and trust in God , i know in the bible God said DO NOT WORRIES , God will provide , yes i do believe in that but i can't see that it is happening , then i know that the Bible also said , WE LIVE BY FAITH , NOT BY SIGHT. but my faith isn't growing also. God please teach me how to strengthen my faith and my trust in you lord. i know it will come to pass.
God i am sorry in not trusting you and not having faith that all this will come to pass , God i pray that all this thing will surly come to pass and it will really happened , i don't want to just say and do nothing , for faith without action is dead, God teach me how to use it correctly , please tell me what to do. i really want to go to phillipine to serve you and to do great thing for you , to reach out to people over there , God i know that i am only a small character , but God please use me , i desire to be someone that you want me to be , someone that will really do BIG thing when it seem impossible. God i believe when i am with you and you are with me , i believe that the impossible will become possible , God although there are many problem and trouble stopping me , trying to wash my brain asking me to back off or what , God i not going to focus on that , i want to focus on you , you are my source , God i don't want to waste this opportunity , God i believe that if this is really what you will is , i believe it will come to pass , and all my problem will be easily settle. God i pray that you help me and make me the person you want me to be and strengthen me so that i would not be easily fall to temptation nor other thing that is sinful , God i look forward to what you going to do in my life , and in phillipine. i lift up everything in to your hand , IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!
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