LIVING IMPOSSIBLE , MAKING A DIFFERENT

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

motivated

god i really wish that savior rock can be reform and god i really wish that one day we can worship you together with million of people. father lord i really motivated to do and compose song for you . althought now the song i compose is abit funny but belive one day our song will become a vessel for you to reach the earth.

god i sorry for what i done that is not pleasing and sinful god i pray that you forgive me and give me a new start. father lord help me to overcome repeated sin and over thing that i haven overcome. god i really want to do thing for you that will let your name be known.

oh ya God N level is comming i pray that we will have good result . :) hehe thank God
love ya and i will draw close to you when you draw near to me !!! hehehe amen

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

savior rock

father lord i really wish that i can do something for you before i leave this earth. i don't care wheather i like it anot . but god just tell me what you wan me to do and i will do it for you. as pple keep saying say say very easy but come to work it turn hard you see. God i pray that you give me strength so that i can say and do it at the same time.

father about savior rock band i really wish that we could reform it. we can serve you with our passion and interest. god i belive with you all thing are possible. i can see it i can have it. god let me do something for you. i feel bad when i am not doing anything. so God i pray that you will be done amen

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

burden

i just feel like , God put us in where we are now , our home , our school , the place we are now. is for a reason. God did not put us there just for nothing. God put us here to reach out to his people. if you don't who will?. if we dun share God love to the pple around us who will? how innocent are them not to know God. we are lucky to be saved and now it is out turn to bring other to know the TRUTH the WAY and the LIFE.

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

what a day

what a day today hahazx! same thing wake up in the morning went to school and relise that there is only 6 people today in my class!!! my teacher was happy because the class are alot more quiet and peace than any other day. actually is good because teacher and guild student one on one during lesson. i learn quite alot today.

after school went off with justin and emanuel to khatib mac to have our lunch there , was playing and talking crap there. then we went to a void deck near blk 838 , no actually is 838. we plan to dance there but i end up play chinese chess with a uncle. oh the uncle dame good man he eat all my pieces and trash me. then one uncle come and challence that uncle. while playing we did not notice that the worker are spaying the insect killer thingy on every dustbin. thousand of insect run out . CREEPY ! hahazx

after i went to bk and have fun there spending time with leonard and guy. then suddenly celine ask us to make straw heart for her friend's girlfriend. wa lao so bo xin de. if i was that guy i rather make it myself, more chen yi. hahazx we make and make and make someone cut we manage to complete all 600 straw heart and place it into the bottle. after study at 18 chef i went to play basketball alone while cyril and celine is studying. when i went back we are about to leave because it abit late. me and cyril sent celine home by walking. celine is scare of bangla hahazx.
reach home finally and ready to bath and sleep.

wah i really need to go train liao. i getting fatter and fatter and fatter. going become a pig soon. so need go jogging tomorow morning before service. hope that i can wake up. ok that my day.

father lord i pray that you can help me to grow more to become more like you and to become what you always wanted me to be. God i pray that you will guild me , lead me and really strenthen me through out my life. help me to overcome all problem and troble that is stopping me and take away all evil desire of doing wrong thing. God i thank you for today and look forward for tomorow. God i pray that tomorow in service your presence will be so strong that you touch all of us and really speck to us lord. i pray that we will enjoy tomorow and have a great and wonderfull day with you. thank you and bless me in jesus name i pray . AMEN.

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

relationship!

God , i rather confuse right now. i really dunno how can i move on lord. i really wan to have a life which is totally with you ! but it is easy to say hard to do it with action. i say i wan to serve and overcome everything that is stopping. but what am i now? did i become what God wan me to be or am i still living my own lifestyle. i did once fire up and serve God with my whole heart! but how long does it last ? . 1 week 2 week. and back to the same lifestyle again.

i wonder how many time did i break God heart and yet He still forgive me again and again. God how can i change to become one that you wanted. what is the solution. ? i always ask myself , what ever i do is it my best? is it enough? is God please ? and i relise that i am only saying. i said that i done alot. but do i really care about how God feel? i feel so confuse and lost now.

when worshiping i say that i losing my whole life for jesus . asking God to take control over me . telling God that i giving up everything for him! but when i gone off. is it really true ? am i still willing? God i am willing but it is so hard for me to put down my life. what MONEY , ENTERTAINMENT distract me and thing like insecurity make me leave you. think like loving people more than God. how can i really overcome all this thing? while people keep saying that with God all thing are possible. but come to doing is my faith still there?

God i am a sinner , and i don't deserve whatever thing from you God. God i am really sorry to hurt you again and again and again. saying that i will change but i still where i am now! God i really wan to impress you with my life and i don't wan to waste it. God please tell me How can i improve in. and God i know i don't deserve your forgiveness but God please me For what i done which was wrong and not pleasing to you. i will try to change God. give me decipline give me self control , give me whatever thing that can help me to become what you wan me to be. forgive me God . and i really wan to have this super good and sure close relationship with you. and experience intimacy with you. God i am looking forward on how you Gonna change me and i wan to do it with action because action speck louder that word. help me and protect me from all evil desire and thot of doing wrong think i pray that you guild me and be with me. i life up everything i have in your hand. in Jesus name i pray. AMEN!!!

God i pray that you heard my prayer ! and teach me!!! filled me with you love!.

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