LIVING IMPOSSIBLE , MAKING A DIFFERENT

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Our behavior is determine on what we believe in

friend , people who called yourself christ follower please STOP doing what you should not be doing now !!! why are you people doing thing that don't look like Jesus ? why are you people doing thing like EMO , holding conflict with each other , doing thing you know you should not do !!!ask yourself do jesus do all these thing? we say we want to be more like
Jesus , is it just a saying or is it something you really mean it !!!
when you look in to the mirror who do you see? do you see Jesus or do
you see yourself in there!people our behavior is determine on what we believe in ! we need to ask ourself why are we doing all these thing? think deep into it ! if we believe in God , our core value will be God and our core purpose will be God and naturally we will act out the way what God want us to be! to change we have to change our core value ! what we believe in

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Saturday, May 22, 2010

Getting Started

it really feel Good when you sleep early and wake up early hahazx , last night slept at about 1 am + and wake up this morning at about 6am+ hahazx went jogging with uncle and auntie , then go for breakfast , i feel so refresh !!! wish that every morning can carry out this same style , but 1st needa get used to it first. the thing is laziness keep all this undone , hahazx must not be lazy hahazx , i wanna slim down and get fit hehe

it is good to start your day , when you wake up early go for an hour exercise and take slightly breakfast , bath and do your QT believe me your day will start out very well , refresh and calm. hahazx this will need self discipline hahazx, sleep early to prevent tiredness , trust me you don't want your day to be a bad one hahazx

father lord thank for watching me and start my day with me through the morning and letting me have a good start in my day , i pray that later service will be a good want hahazx , amen !

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Decision i made !

it had came to a common topic in my family , whether me and my sis should be send to phillipine to train and pick up new skill over there and to serve God too , to reach out to people over there. haizz it is a very hard decision for me to make.

i told God that i need confirmation to confirm , whether going to phillipine is what God want me to do , i don't want to waste this 6 month away doing thing that is not what God want me to do! it came to an hard time considering and thinking.

God had use many people to explain to me , God use my uncle to tell me the benefit of going there , my parent allowed , and my care leader say it a Good opportunity , i myself feel that it is too. many agreed and no one deny , i believe that is what God want me to do. so i decided to go to phillipine to serve God.

as many people said , when you do great thing for God , problem and trouble will surly find you or try to stop you half way. that saying is true. when everything is going smoothly , suddenly problem came , trouble came trying to attack me and making me feel like i choosing the wrong decision. there came finance problem as well. it killing my faith and trust in God , i know in the bible God said DO NOT WORRIES , God will provide , yes i do believe in that but i can't see that it is happening , then i know that the Bible also said , WE LIVE BY FAITH , NOT BY SIGHT. but my faith isn't growing also. God please teach me how to strengthen my faith and my trust in you lord. i know it will come to pass.

God i am sorry in not trusting you and not having faith that all this will come to pass , God i pray that all this thing will surly come to pass and it will really happened , i don't want to just say and do nothing , for faith without action is dead, God teach me how to use it correctly , please tell me what to do. i really want to go to phillipine to serve you and to do great thing for you , to reach out to people over there , God i know that i am only a small character , but God please use me , i desire to be someone that you want me to be , someone that will really do BIG thing when it seem impossible. God i believe when i am with you and you are with me , i believe that the impossible will become possible , God although there are many problem and trouble stopping me , trying to wash my brain asking me to back off or what , God i not going to focus on that , i want to focus on you , you are my source , God i don't want to waste this opportunity , God i believe that if this is really what you will is , i believe it will come to pass , and all my problem will be easily settle. God i pray that you help me and make me the person you want me to be and strengthen me so that i would not be easily fall to temptation nor other thing that is sinful , God i look forward to what you going to do in my life , and in phillipine. i lift up everything in to your hand , IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

Feeling so touch by everything you done

hahazx wake up so early today !!! hahazx ! , long time never wake up so early le !!! feel so great , refresh and presence filled in the morning ! the feeling is just so great to blog here and listening to P&W song in the MORNING ! hahazx

going basketball later @ amk 2pm ! hope that it will be a fun time and great time to fellowship with bro and sis ! and i really want God to be there becus a fellowship without God is not call a fellowship hahazx! i believe i must be the one to make a different when no one is making and different ! i want to impact other with my life , i want to let the world know how great and graceful God is to me !

father i really want to thank you , but for your grace i would not be save , but for your grace i would be on my way , i forever grateful , i forever thankful to you lord , for your amazing grace hahazx, God i really want to be more like Jesus , to do thing for you using every single second to the fullest and not waste any opportunity there you have gave me ! father tell me what you want me to be cus i dun want at the end of the day whatever i do is not what you wanted , so reveal more to me , your plan for this world hahazx. change me and use me !!! so great serving you !!!

haizz really needa find a job soon ! you lifted me up lifted me up and set me dancing , dancing !

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