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God , i rather confuse right now. i really dunno how can i move on lord. i really wan to have a life which is totally with you ! but it is easy to say hard to do it with action. i say i wan to serve and overcome everything that is stopping. but what am i now? did i become what God wan me to be or am i still living my own lifestyle. i did once fire up and serve God with my whole heart! but how long does it last ? . 1 week 2 week. and back to the same lifestyle again.
i wonder how many time did i break God heart and yet He still forgive me again and again. God how can i change to become one that you wanted. what is the solution. ? i always ask myself , what ever i do is it my best? is it enough? is God please ? and i relise that i am only saying. i said that i done alot. but do i really care about how God feel? i feel so confuse and lost now.
when worshiping i say that i losing my whole life for jesus . asking God to take control over me . telling God that i giving up everything for him! but when i gone off. is it really true ? am i still willing? God i am willing but it is so hard for me to put down my life. what MONEY , ENTERTAINMENT distract me and thing like insecurity make me leave you. think like loving people more than God. how can i really overcome all this thing? while people keep saying that with God all thing are possible. but come to doing is my faith still there?
God i am a sinner , and i don't deserve whatever thing from you God. God i am really sorry to hurt you again and again and again. saying that i will change but i still where i am now! God i really wan to impress you with my life and i don't wan to waste it. God please tell me How can i improve in. and God i know i don't deserve your forgiveness but God please me For what i done which was wrong and not pleasing to you. i will try to change God. give me decipline give me self control , give me whatever thing that can help me to become what you wan me to be. forgive me God . and i really wan to have this super good and sure close relationship with you. and experience intimacy with you. God i am looking forward on how you Gonna change me and i wan to do it with action because action speck louder that word. help me and protect me from all evil desire and thot of doing wrong think i pray that you guild me and be with me. i life up everything i have in your hand. in Jesus name i pray. AMEN!!!
God i pray that you heard my prayer ! and teach me!!! filled me with you love!.
SIGNING OFF @ 10:40 PM
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