HERO AND ZERO
HERO AND ZERO
(20/6/09)1stly what happened today is not a very good thing but it is a lesson to learn hahazx! i feel bad about what i have done and going to seek God big time tonight hahazx! ok shall say about the thing later on!
today is sat same thing we went to service hahazx but now with difference group le i know that i will surely grow in this new group because i stepping out of my comfort zone and i belive that God will really use me hahazx! so i feel my heart with full of expectation that i will surely learn something today and will surely have a breakthough during the week hahazx! and God did not let me down. he blessed me with more then what i expected . he blessed me with 2 teaching that will really change my life hahazx! 1st teaching is what i alway wanted to be it is to be a real man for God. i learn that there is alway a reason to reason thingy and we really need to love God with our whole heart and we really need to be a Good ROLE MODEL for the young pple in our church! because pple will look forward to role model to follow! after that God blessed me with the harvester meet i learn alot of thing also. i am now convicted to really chiong for God. because if we love God and we say that we are willing to give up everything for him. so dun care how other think about me now i wanna serve God with all of me . all of my strenth and all that i could the BEST of me! even if that pple is to say that i was crazy i will still gonna serve God because i love him and he love me too! even if i gonna go to every class and share bridge digram to them i dun mine at least they recieve salvation! atleast they got a chance to listen to the story of our savior! and if we dun share God love to them who will! we really need to have the passion for the pple how innocent are they not knowing God and die !!! i challenge all of you ask God to show you a little of his heart! what those God feel and you will know how i am feeling now hahazx! so God i really pray that let me serve you untill i breath my very last! and guild me when i dunno what to do!
so after all those wonderful meet we went to play basketball but before that we went to eat KFC wow the 2 piece chicken was so nice hahazx! ok then we proceed to play basketball! and a few gangster wanted to come and find problem with our group!.that time my brian splited into 2! one half was thinking that i must use the Godly way to solve this problem but what if emanuel see me and say that i am a coward! because he look at me like he is saying i thot you very pro! so i wanted to proof to him that i am very pro so i decided to talk back to the ah beng with a bad attitude! and guess what the other brian was think that if i use the ah beng style too settle this case my pple or my friend will get hurt so through out the whole night i was thinking with way to use can solve thing better! and i did not relise that i am using both of the way untill the ah beng really explode and wanted to find troble with me! i too use the both way to solve! at the end we manage to get out of that place safely with no one hurt!
what i learn that it is that i did a very wrong thing today! i should not have care what other will look at me. because other might say that i am a coward i do the wrong thing. i should have do it the God way! by being humble and really sort thing out quick and easy! i should not have let pride and reptutation and wanted to show that i got gut took over me! instead if i am humble and move on everything will be much more better! i regret behaving that way and God i pray that pls help me when i dunno what to do and pls give me power to overcome pride and other thing that is making me look like a hero! i tell you what i thot that being brave and not scare of them is a hero but that make me a zero!. i feel so stupid reacting like that! i should have remember that i know Jesus and they do not know. that the reason why they are so imature now! i reacted so diffence from vincent chin does! vincent chin being humble and beliving in God create no troble though out the night that make him the hero! me actting Hero but turn up i am a zero! what i learn is to really rely on God and really be humble lor dun care what other look at me!!! GOD i want to do great thing for you but how am i gonna do that TEACH me God pls! help me to really change for the better and really become more like you! God pls forgive what i done just now! God and i pray that next time if similar problem come you will teach me how to behave and God pls help me to build up those area that i am not good in ! protect us from being hurt i pray all this in jesus name amen!!! i love you God
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